Sunday, March 4, 2012

~ mY nEw L!fe ~


da lme sgt2 x update blog..nk view pn x smpat...bz sgt2 gn kje...hurm...start from JAN2012...ak da mulekn azam br d thun br...ak da nekad...xmo da cdey2 d sbbkn pe yg penah b'laku kt ak...sume 2 kisah silam ak...even pahit...ak kne bangkit...smpai bile ak nk d belenggu gn prob 2 kan...smpai ak sndri da separuh gile tggung sume 2...kt dunia nie...xde owg yg perfect...tp x perlu la kite nk b'lagak n hina owg sane cni...dlu ckp syg...cinta...then bile ak da wat keputusan nk break off...da btol2 muktamad xmo ade pape kaitan da gn ko...ko rayu2 ak...then ble ak da ckp ak x kan bg ko peluang da...ko start la agenda maki2 n hina2 ak...mcm2 ko wat...mgm smetimes ak sgt2 tension gn ko...ko n adk ko tuduh ak mcm2...bnd yg ak x wat...then bile pk blk...Tuhan maha adil...yg penting Tuhan taw ak x wat sume 2...ak x ksh kowang 2bradik nk layan ak cm 2 pn...ak dtg mlake sbb nk cri rezki...bkn nk cri psl gn kowang...so ak wat keputusan tuk ignore sume 2 n anggap kowang 2bradik x penah wujud dlm hdup ak...mlm nie ak start kua dr umah ibu n papa...tgglkn adk2 ak...fara,ika n yana...akk mntk maap sgt2...akk syg kowang...tp akk t'pkse jauhkn diri dr kowang n adam juz sbb akk xnk abg2 kowang fitnah akk bnd2 yg akk x wat ag...sal kejadian2 sblm nie...akk da tnjuk bukti2 kt kwoang kan...mmg bkn akk yg start dlu...tp diowang tuduh akk cm 2...akk cdey sbnrnyer...knp x abez2 nk ggu hdup akk...sdgkn akk mmg x penah amek taw lgsg da sal diowang...hope jln yg akk plh nie adalah jln yg t'baek tuk kite sume...adk fara...tlg jage ibu n papa baek2...akk syg diowang...akk da aggp diowang cm parents akk sndri...adk pn blaja la rajin2...thun nie nk PMR...akk syg adk sgt2...cdey nk tgglkn umh 2 td...tp da t'pkse...2 kak long...leen mntk maap if leen penah wat slh kt akk whole famly...paz nie tah ble plak br leh jmp...my new kife has juz begin...hope I'll fine my happiness after dis...

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Sunday, December 11, 2011

~ @D@M R@YY@N ~

da lme sgt2 xupdate blog...gn bz kt tmpt kje...ari2 lek kje da gelap...sabar je la...dlm hidup nie mcm2 dugaan dtg m'uji...siyesly...smetimes rs cm mmg xkuat lgsg nk tempuhi...atlast...ak juz b'serah pd Tuhan...tuk tentukn ape yg akn b'laku after dis...kewujudan adam rayyan pd 20/10/2011...sgt2 m'gembirakn...di saat ak tgh tension...ak tenung muka dier...n i'll feel better...hope dier sentiase chat walafiat....luv 2 so muchhh.....


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Wednesday, May 25, 2011

~RIP my dearest cousin~

ptg td...ak kehilangan sowang ag owang yg ak syg...cousin ak da tgglkn kami wat slame2nyer...br 1bln xjmp...xsgka dier da pegi...xdpt nk ungkapkn pe prasaan ak skrg nie...lepas jatuh ditimpa tangga...:'(


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Sunday, May 22, 2011

~mY nEw L!Fe~

hmmmmm...rs cam da lme sgt2 xbukak blog n update....sowy....since da start keje...bz sgt2...on9 pn jrg2 je...tmbh plak problem2 yg mendatang...lum settle yg sblm....da dtg problem yg br...TUHAN je taw pe prasaan i...tiap2 mlm nanges sowang2....huhhhhh...DLM HIDUP NIE BTOL2 BYK DUGAAN LA KAN..???kdg2 rs cam xkuat lgsg nk hadapi sumer 2...sy cume sowang insan yg lemah...cukup la anda melukai sy...I NEED SOME SPACE...biarkn sy b'sendirian...plezzz jgn tmbh ag tekanan yg sy sedia ade...sbb sy btol2 da hampir tahap nk GILER...hmmmmm....alang2 da update...nk kongsi sket pengalaman keje gn u all...1st day...briefing...superior btaw ms keje kne pkai skirt,blazer,hill n makeup...yg xthan bab make up 2...ciap kne pakai eye shadow...mane la sy reti makeup2 nie...tp lame2 kne la biasekn diri...kt ofis sgt2 la byk keje...nasib la kwn2 sumer frenly...xla rs tension...kt bwh nie pic b4 i p kje...he3...biase da sampai dpn ofiz br touch up muke dlm kete...klakar plak rs...tp nie la life bile da bekerja...k la...nk tido da...sok keje..nite all....:)


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Friday, April 22, 2011

~ kecewe lagi ~

kali nie ak bkn t'tipu...tp kecewe sgt2 sbb ko still ag menipu ak...utk ape ko tipu ak..???stakat nk show off yg konon nyer ko da kua kete pdhal xkua pn lg...ak xheran pn sumer 2...ak bkn jenis giler besi...stakat nk pakai n mkn minum mewah...papa ak sndri leh bg kt ak...ak x m'harap pn sumer nie kt owang laen...sbb famly ak leh bg sumer 2...ak xpenah m'harap pn duet kt owang laki...nk2 pas knl ko...sbb eveything yg ko nk pn ko mntk ak belikn...brg keperluan ko...sampaikn rokok ko pn ko mntk duet gn ak tuk beli...pdhal ko keje...xpe la kalo niat ko nk kikis ak pn...ak xnk ckp pape...tuhan maha adil...2 je yg ak ingat...WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND...ak pelik knp ko x abes2 nk menipu...ye la kan...even parents ko...famly ko pn ko tipu...apetah ag ak n kwn2 ko yg laen kan...xpaham tol...ape faedah nyer yg ko dpt dgn menipu 2..???cukup2 la nk b'lagaknyer...ak plg menyampah owang yg b'lagak n ckp besar...n da byk kali da ak ingatkn ko sumer nie...tp ko wat xtaw je...ko ckp nk kawen gn ak...sdgkn b4 kawen pn ko xabes2 tipu ak...sakiti ak...xpenah pn ko nk hormat ak...layak ke ko nk kawen dgn ak if cam nie diri ko..???knp la ak xdgr ckp ibu ko dr awl...jgn b'kwn dgn ko da...ibu kesian kt elyn je...mmg btol ckp ibu ko 2...slame nie ak leh tahan pn sebenarnyer sbb ibu ko...kalo x pk sal ibu...da lame ak cabut...ak hope ko brubah la..umur pn da brape...ckup la dgn prangai n sikap yg xmatang 2...brubah la demi diri ko sndri...demi famly ko...2 je yg ak mntk...


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Friday, April 15, 2011

~ ko yg dlu n ko yg skrg ~

nk taw x pe yg buat ak leh suke kt ko dlu..??

1. ko caring
2. ko slalu hiburkn ak time ak stress
3. ko slalu teman ak dinner kt area ostel ak pdhal jauh jgk dr umah ko
4. ak nmpk ko syg kat ak..<<ms 2 ko xtnjuk ag la sape diri ko yg sebenar>>

then makin lame makin byk prangai ko sebenar t'serlah....n ak xsuke sgt2...

1. ko suke buruk2 kan owang...ex gf ko la...famly ko la...ak mrh ko...sbb 2 xelok...bile ak btol2 knl famly ko...ak taw da pe yg ko ckp 2 sumer xbtol...maybe ko cb nk tarik perhatian ak...
2. ko suke paksa2 ak...ko ckp xkan kongkong ak...tp hakikatnyer...??tuhan je taw....
3. ko start lebam2kan tgn ak tiap2 ak gado...seumur ak xpenah pn ak dpt lebam dr famly ak sndri...even mgu final exam pn...ak dpt lebam dr ko...xpenah ke ko pk...ko ggu fikiran ak...sdgkn ak tgh exam..
4. byk kali da ko tipu ak...muncul betina sana...betina sini...tp ko janji nk brubah n suh ak bg peluang...ak bg peluang...sbb manusia xde yg sempurna...tp asalkn kita sggup brubah ke arah kebaekan...2 da ckup...
5. adk kandung ko sndri slh phm gn ak...d sbbkn ko duk buruk2kn tunang dier...tp dier kata ak xabes2 buruk2kn tunang dier...pdhal ak da byk kali ckp kat ko..sdah2 la cri psl gn tunang dier...diam je sdah...tp ko xdgr...at last ak jgk yg d slh aggp...ak xleh wat pe...kne sound gn adk ko ari uncle ak meninggal...26 jan 2011...mmg ak akan igt tarikh 2 sampai bile2...ak wat keputusan utk diam diri...sbb ak taw...tuhan nmpk pe yg b'laku...tuhan taw ak x wat sumer 2...
6. ko ajak ak p clubbing...ptutnyer ko halang ak dr jejak tmpt cam 2...
7. tiap2 kali ak nk p KL...ko mesti nk ikt...ak taw pe "hajat" ko sbnrnyer...thats why iktkn ak nk p sowang je...tp ko nk ikt jgk...kalo ak p sowang mcm2 ko mrh ak...sbnrnyer ak xsuke ko ikt ak p KL...ak xnk sumer nie b'laku...tp sumer nie da pn b'laku...ko p cite sane sini psl hal nie...ko b'lakon dpn sumer owang t'msuk famly ko...konon nyer nk cri ak...xpyh la...tuhan nmpk...tuhan taw ko cam ne sebenarnyer...sampai bile ko nk b'lakon baek dpn sumer owang..??dpn ak mmg ko xmampu nk b'lakon da..sbb ak da taw sumer belang ko..!!!ak da ckup kecewe gn ko...cukup la permaenkn ati n prasaan wanita...cukup la kasari wanita...!!!



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Tuesday, April 12, 2011

~sgt merindui kowang~

ak rindu kt kowang...da lame kite x hang out b'5...ak mntk maap...ms kowang cuti sem nnt ak xde kt ktn..xdpt la nk hang out gn kowang...tp ak xpenah lupe persahabatan kite...ak hope kowang phm keadaan ak...ak jauh dr kowang pn...kowang tetap ade dlm ati ak...susah senang kite lalui b'sama...kite b'kwn dr sek...da b'thun2 lame..tp still kekal sampai skrg...ak hope persahabatan kite nie akan kekal ke akhir hayat...ak syg kowang sumer...

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